Hi all my mates out there, my new and improved site is Jillian_ann867 kinda the same but different. im back online and thisty as ever to get skin and bones so follow my journey with me at my new site, i love all of ya!

Love Jillz.

hey yall,

today is tuesday and im feeling great! just a quick update on my eating habits, i had some coffee yesterday and then for dinner had 2 tacos and thats it! im on my way, believe me... today ive had just coffee and thats it, not sure whats for dinner but i dont really care, ive been doing better than ever before yea! nik n my 1 year tomorrow, i wish it would hurry up!!  its the 15th of november and im excited about christmas but i have sooo many presents to buy!

neways so many things to look at and no little time

see ya guys later

Luv Jillz!

hey peoples!!

im back and in a public library! i left my old job so no more internet at work which sux so back cos this site has helped me and been so supportive to me, i think that if i didnt have this site then i would be a blimp right now!

I guess i have put on weight because last month i was pregnant, seriously i dont suggest getting pregnant because omg u just get huge even when you dont eat anything! well i couldnt have the baby, much to what some people think is right or wrong, i just couldnt have it and now im loosing the weight like a wild fire.

thank god for my old diet resume which consists of coffee all day and soup at night! oh yea, cant forget the ciggies, gotta love them!

i turned 21 in september which was awesome, finally if i wanna come to america then i can drink freely but ive been allowed to drink since 18 over here..... i wanna know how everyone is and i want weight updates cos i havent been on here since may!! people may not even check if im come back but im here if anyone wants to swap diet secrets or hunger suppressents with me cos im still hungry sometimes and i hate that feeling cos my body is trying to trick me and make me eat, no way!!

Love you all

Jillz! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

p.s i just read some of my old entries, so much has changed since a year ago when i started writing... im sill with Nick (thats his name) my friends ex. yep, its been a year already! and actually i still love him very much, he is such a puppy dog to me and says he loves me every morning, even after a year! im so in control, its awesome! we are living together and i think im happy and that also put on the weight but ive been thinking about this site and who i want to become so im back on the ana saddle and ready to ride, trust me!

gotta go back to work, be back in a few days!

wow! 3 months without writing..... its been a while! Im doing just fab atm guys! Work hasnt been so good so im thinking of moving on but im still dating Nick actually ive moved in with him now, we moved into this awesome house..... i got down to 49kgs, can u believe!! i did so well! but now im back up to 55kgs (6 kilos ive put on!) at least my clothes fit me again, i was sick of buying new clothes all the time because of my yoyo weight, i still consider myself as having a eating diorder cos im still fretting about what i eat and ive been exercising heaps since the last 2 weeks, bought carmen electras fit to strip dvd, its ok... what do u guys think? has anyone used it?. I must admit i look healthier than i did, i had bags under my eyes and i had no energy for my boyfriend, id sleep as soon as i got home from work, i went very very pale all the time and no makeup can hide that! not that im tanned heaps anyway but i have colour to my face now.

I think im eating kinda ok cos i have Nick but i still in the back of my mind dont want to eat but whatever happens happens right?! oh yea, i also lost so much of my boobs!! i like had nothing! now they r ok for my weight.....

neways let me know how u are all going!

Love Jillz xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

p.s that pic of my friend and i, she is the one with the blonde hair and i have the ciggie (cough, cough! lol)

hey all!

havent been on for a while, just been way too busy at work and social life! I hope everyone is great. Im doing ok but had abit of bad luck, my kitten died....  only 2 weeks of having him! He got really sick and underweight and was throwing up and not eating  (sounds familiar....) so i had to syringe feed him but it didnt work, my boyf n i came home to find him in his basket dead.... it was horrible. i couldnt breathe..... i always go into shock (ive had a few animals die on me) and have to do the old paper bag breathing....... so while i was doing that, my boyf had to wrap him up and call emergency pet care. we took him back and they buryed him for us.......

its just so upsetting...........

On a brighter note, i had a great Valentines day! Nick bought me a white gold ring with pink sapphires and diamonds with the matching necklace! its just so me and the rocks huge!...... we went out to this restaurant, its chinese but its very upper class and hard to get bookings but he booked it like 2 months before so we had a great seat and it over looks the mountains. There was a band and every girl got a rose, we had red wine and got quite tiddly which was funny and we danced.......... so cute! i only had some sung chai bau, which is like lettuce and soy stuff....... plus the red wine, oops!

im down to 49 kilos, which is awesome! im doing so well!

i got a saturday job too working for a dentist closer to me just for some extra cash, i only work for 3 hourse but get paid heaps!

im off, hope all is good in the land of Ana!

Jillz..... mwah.